Hate the feeling of no knowing myself anymore. Before I was happy for no reason and now I struggle on a daily basis just to smile. My life has been turned inside out and I just want to find the old me, the girl who was fearless that laughed in tough situations. I want to be the person that everyone likes to be around again, not the one who makes everyone sad. I want to wake up in the mornings without thinking “urg why am I still here”, I want to be me again and I have no clue where to start. I just want to be happy, is it so hard to ask.