Life is what you make it

At a loss for words

At a loss for words, I don’t understand how someone who had so much going for him can suddenly be gone. He was only 26 and just had his first son. He won’t get to see his sons first Christmas, his first steps or first words. It’s not fair how someone who had such a big heart can be gone. I’m in disbelief I just keep thinking I’m going to wake up from this nightmare and that everything will be okay. I was suppose to go and see him and his wife and there son tomorrow. Everything is just so messed up now. I feel like this hole will never repair itself, how can it, he was so young. I’m trying to understand why he was taken from us but I just can’t, why him? The only thing that I take comfort in at this time is knowing that because of him, other families received their Christmas miracle as he donated his organs. I’m seriously still in shock, I just don’t know how I’m going to bounce back from this. I just don’t know.