Why do I feel like this seriously this is not me I SHOULD never feel this way. I am not this person so why am I feeling like this. I am the one who is always there to support not to be supported I HATE this I HATE this I HATE this. STOP caring Tiffany is what I need to start telling myself STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To add to this found out that Dad has to go to hospital tonight cause he almost passed out at work. If anything happens to him I will lose my cool, I can’t handle even thinking something could be wrong. I’m so worried so I will drink more to make it feel better, great philosophy eh!